i finally know..11.11.11

11.11.11 is gone for good..
but it feels normal to me..because i just work normal
haha..
in that day i finally know something i dont know..now only i get it
i finally know that my heart cant dissolve others anymore..is getting deeper and deeper on you!!
damn it..
i scold myself few hundred, thousands, million times..but dont know why, i forgive myself easily
i scold myself not to think about you..but i still forgive myself and continue to think about you
aww..~
so stupid right..
seriously..a bit regret
haha><
but times keep flies on..and i just let it go on, didn't do anything on you
what should i do?
call you back? or just let it go?
im too..aww~~~~
when im started to cry, my heart was telling me that..don't cry for those people that who like you
so my tears was going back again..==
(speechless..LOL)
because i really thought you're having others, you'll feel happy
if 1 day, you ask me that am i still loving you or anything else and i'll answer you honestly..YES
YES!!i dont want to lie to anyone..i just want my life back
i think..we should not happen this relationship since in the begining
before this relationship start, i was thinking that what will happen on me when we break..now i know
=)
as the picture i saw just now..
"let's us become 1 day of couple..we dont need kiss and hug
both of us just have a simple date, hold our hands, watch an awesome's movie, have meals together then back to our home..
when 12pm reach, let's send a break up message to each other and work as normal in our life..
relationship between us always FRIEND no others.."
i would like to release you.from my bottom of my hearts
and i'll say "BYE and THANKS" to you by a smily face with tears to you..=')
i want you to have this on me because ILY~♥

no way!!

cannot then cannot...
sometimes you must face the truth!!
don;t always find excuse for yourself..he's nt a good guy
YOU KNOW THAT!!
i know what feeling you have..dear..but
seriously...he's nt the kind you want..
you should find someone that more Suit you and better then HIM!!
promise me that you'll try your best to do it..and make your life feel good..k

we love you..=)

[To my dear Friends..=)]


i met him today..again..xD
but dont know why..when i met him..
i kind of BLUR!!
OMG..==
*Malunya..><*
seriously..im really blur that time..
but i dont know he realize or not lah..xD
fine..pass already..just forget bout it..
[ kind of weird huh.. ]
xDD
but...got something wanna Speak Out Loud..that is..you're not suitable for that Hairstyle..xDDD
Weird neh..i prefer last time d hairstyle..at least is more suit you..k
xDD

just a comment..xD



no matter what guys say.......can we trust?



J.S

=D

hmm..
tomorrow school..><
dont want arr..i want holiday!!
NO SCHOOL!!
damn it..==

today...my friends tell me a bad news..T^T
my school dicipline teacher pass away because of his Liver Cancer><
OMG..><
he's kind to us..he's good..but why this kind of things will happen
quite Unfair..><
haiz..R.I.P for him yaa


when im goin out having dinner, i saw him with his mom..xD
i saw him..but dont he saw me or not lah
haha..xD
want happy?
but...just can diam diam..i dont want he know that i saw him
i dont want..=)
just...shhhhhh..shut up yaa..
=D
i dont want let him know..=D


i went to popular today..
i bought Math and Komsas for school..==
sienz..
i also bought NOVEL..xD
10bucks..haha
my mom call me to have some english or bm novel..
but i....hehe
keep reading my book..xDD




dont know what feeling i have now..xD


you really change alot..=D

FRIENDS FOREVER..=)


J.S

having dinner in Kissaten..=)

today..my family n i went to Puchong having dinner to celebrate my grandma's 72 years old birthday..=)
we went to a restaurant just opposite IOI Mall..name Kissaten
hmm..is Japanese Restaurant..i not really like it><
after that, we have a cup of coffee in Paradise Cafe..xD
im having Cookie n Cream ther..xD
(i almost drink unil want vormit><)


hmm...ntg special today


ahhh..i suddenly miss you><
OMG..(shhhhhh..that's secret, dont tell him yaa..xD)

what's the world is this?

hmmm~~
emo this few days..keep listen to my music
why huh..?..no idea==
fine..just forget bout it..coz you wont care..and i dun nid ur care too=)

whn back home..onli realize that..2 ppl shouldn't in the same world..
mayb can..bt..just have sadness by the way..who going to suffer?
tonight..i din see any star..mayb they sppechless to me or whatelse?
or...they wanna keep the truth just like you..dont wan tell me what's going on
i just need a truth..somebody can help me?
why wan just keep it..?..if you wan, i can let it go, but at least leave some words for me..i dont want just like a SHA PO waiting for the truth..when im gonna to wait until the end of my life?
im sick enough..k
><

today i finally sick..=)
fever..head gonna burst
haha..
how long i din suffer this kind of things..?..hmm..
no idea....again.....xD
but..im not going to CARE anyway
coz..no wan wanna care bout it...include me LIM JIA SHIN
xD


while walking the road just have me and you..
at the momment..i know..i know what im going to do in the NEXT ROUND
hmm..actually..i dont have any plan
im just waiting the time to go on..i dont want to think it in other way..
i just want stand in front of you..and say..hi, Jia shin here, let's be friends..=)
GOOD FRIENDS!!this is the way i can do..for you
no other words..=)
i want you to be back yourself, dont want have something inside your heart..if you wanna say it out loud, ur friends r just beside you, dont waste it..


i cant see you, touch you, kiss you.......n other else
bt...my heart..can feel you..cause you're apart of my hearts..u're kinda Important to my heart..not me..is my heart=)


stay Happy..=)


J.S

SMK SEKSYEN 5 GATHERING..=)

haha..xD
today quite happy..i finally can back to wangsa maju n gahering with my 3 8 gang's frens n most important is..HAPPY FAMILY..xDD
[michelle n i create d..xD]
this happy family is a very long time story..xD
fath n mother is a goats n giv birth with a DOREMON, CHICKEN, PIGGY n MONKEY
xDDDDDDDDD
i love this..xD
i miss my FORM 2 LIFE!!really happy!!

today i late to Wangsa Walk..xD
i reach there bout 12..n my friends reache there about 10 something
haha..
i met them when they having their lunch..when having lunch in the same times, we make many JOKES..those workers n other customers giving us a Weird Sight to us..xDD
after having lunch..we met CHANG!!OMG!!long time x jumpa dia..xDD
thn,we went to Popular Bookshop, after that we watch I AM NUMBER FOUR!!
that MOVIE is damn AWESOME!!i love it..xD
you sure regret if you miss it!!go get it now!!wow..0.0
the movie started around 2 n finish around 4 something..about 3 hours huh..bt reali DAMN AWESOME n NICE!!
after movie..we went for Sing K..n have some game to play..xD
childish rite..bt..most important is FUN yaa..
while jay yen is waiting for his turn, melina, jun yee, hooi shin n i steal his TOKEN n ply Basketball..xD..pity jay yen..xDD
after that, we went for sing k..
i left Wangsa Walk about 4 n almost 5..
before i left i gave them a BIG BIG BIG HUG..miss them so much yaa
wish i'll have the same thing again NEXT TIME..
sure we will..=)


Happy Holiday yaa..=]


J.S

i dun wan

whole day listen to IU-Good Day..[cant get any idea..xDD]
OMG..i forget hw to SMILE..=(
hw..?..OMG..TEACH ME PLS~~
><
xDD

hmm..
another words..hepy?
my head goin to burst..headache><

wat's my schedule?
MONDAY having PIANO THEORY EXAM..
TUESDAY having CHEERLEADERS..
WEDNESDAY..Hang out wit FRENS..xD
duno hw izit..hmm
well..im waiting for 2molo..xD

i believe wat star shining every night..like inform me something..
for example..i saw 2 stars juz nw..it was like, between the 2 stars gt DISTANCE
its remind me that..nw..between u n me have distance adi..muz control urself..it cant make any sence..=)
muz try on..
this is wat i get it from the sky..
believe?
blek.. :p
i quite believe it.coz..of my name?
xDD
CHILDISH..USELESS..3 8
xDD



J.S