11.11.11 is gone for good..
but it feels normal to me..because i just work normal
haha..
in that day i finally know something i dont know..now only i get it
i finally know that my heart cant dissolve others anymore..is getting deeper and deeper on you!!
damn it..
i scold myself few hundred, thousands, million times..but dont know why, i forgive myself easily
i scold myself not to think about you..but i still forgive myself and continue to think about you
aww..~
so stupid right..
seriously..a bit regret
haha><
but times keep flies on..and i just let it go on, didn't do anything on you
what should i do?
call you back? or just let it go?
im too..aww~~~~
when im started to cry, my heart was telling me that..don't cry for those people that who like you
so my tears was going back again..==
(speechless..LOL)
because i really thought you're having others, you'll feel happy
if 1 day, you ask me that am i still loving you or anything else and i'll answer you honestly..YES
YES!!i dont want to lie to anyone..i just want my life back
i think..we should not happen this relationship since in the begining
before this relationship start, i was thinking that what will happen on me when we break..now i know
=)
as the picture i saw just now..
"let's us become 1 day of couple..we dont need kiss and hug
both of us just have a simple date, hold our hands, watch an awesome's movie, have meals together then back to our home..
when 12pm reach, let's send a break up message to each other and work as normal in our life..
relationship between us always FRIEND no others.."
i would like to release you.from my bottom of my hearts
and i'll say "BYE and THANKS" to you by a smily face with tears to you..=')
i want you to have this on me because ILY~♥